I know the unreasonable feeling of abandonment and rejection is simply a symptom and doesn’t define me but it doesn’t hurt any less. I told you I was broken and you said you had to go and take a shower. Why are you avoiding me? Yes, I cling sometimes but that’s because I need you. Just, please, can we go back to the point where you would call me 3 times a day so we could talk for an hour?
12614) To everyone who is recovering or afraid to recover: Relapses are inevitable. They’re part of recovery. Accept them when they come and don’t berate yourself over them. The disorder will not magically leave you because you decide to get better, and it’s not fair to expect that of yourself. Sometimes mental illnesses, like bones, don’t set properly and need to be rebroken so they can actually heal; I know it hurts and it’s hard, but it’s not your fault. Don’t ever think it’s your fault.
A little message to all my lost angels who are in the process of recovery.